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You know, things are different, and those past blogs don't reflect me anymore. So I erased them.

Now, I feel very optimistic. Yeah, things aren't perfect ever, but things are pretty good. I'm looking forward, hoping to meet new people and go new places. At the end of the year, I'm just hoping I'll have Bs. That's all I need - a B life, but a balanced life - socially, academically, intellectually, romantically, etc. I think that is what will make the difference.

And I don't feel as crazy anymore. I think sometimes relationships are very difficult, and now that I'm out of one, I'm more clear-headed and more like myself. So yeah, I did some crazy things in the relationship, and I guess I can't excuse them, but I feel like things are improving now.